What a great time of year. If we were all as considerate of all year imagine how wonderful a place to live this would be. I got lots of nice things but the best part was being with my families. I look at things a little differently now. The worst part is that having cancer is the topic of most of my thoughts and honestly most of my conversations, however I am grateful that people ask me how I’m doing and most of all want to hear my story or share theirs with me. I am always open to talking about what has happened with me because I want people to be more aware of their bodies and the medications they are on. Dr.’s don’t know it all! Come to find out I was on a drug after my last surgery that gives you terrible thoughts, now it makes sense why I was so depressed there for a while and then my Dr. says not only should I not be on it right now but definitely shouldn’t be taking it with one of my nausea meds. Awesome! Don’t doctors talk to each other??? My surgeon put me on one and he put me on the other..They’re both on my chart. Oh well I’m off of all of them now, but my concern is that people aren’t being their own advocates. Check things for your self. Had I not asked I would have kept taking both of them and feeling like I was going to die and being depressed..No thank you.