My blood results came back yesterday. My Ca-125 has only gone up 3 points but I really want those numbers to go down. I know that a lot of where I’m at in my health has to do with where I am emotionally. Things have been really tough emotionally with all the transitions and I know that has played a part in my not getting “better” I have to believe that it will get better and that things will change for the better eventually. The fear of being on my own and paying my own way can be overwhelming at times. I have applied for a couple jobs and am waiting to hear back. Having some income and a plan will be very helpful. A lot of my stress comes from financial worries but I know that I will figure it all out somehow. I’m trying not to fear and trust as much as I can. My cousin told me something the other day that made me feel good. We were talking about how much crappy stuff I’ve had in my life time and I said that the good stuff has to coming right? Her comment back to me was, ” I would start expecting it” I sure hope she’s right.

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